The Little Things

I'm in a great mood! Why? New stuff!! Nothing big - the little things make me most happy. Like I found a SUPER cushioned pair of heels today. They will be PERFECT for hours of romping and mayhem in Vegas this weekend! =)

I also picked up the third and final book to the Larsson series I've been reading. I can't wait to start the book, but I know I shouldn't open it up now or else I'll never sleep tonight. Must, have, self, control.

Lastly, and most importantly, I ordered an activity mat today at work! It's so cool, and I can't wait to use it for picnics, and tanning at the beach among other things! JUST IN TIME FOR SUMMER, AND *SOOOO MANY ACTIVITIES*!!! Reminds me of my favorite movie scene of all time:



"It's making my head spin how many activities we can do"

Marksmanship & Another Awesome Monday

Today I went to Regis and got my hair did. Jenny re-layered my hair a lot shorter than I'm used to, but it worked out well because my hair feels SO MUCH lighter. Sweeet!

Then I met Calvin and Albert up for lunch at Lam's. I haven't been out with those guys in forever, and there's something about beef panfried noodles that I can't ever get enough of! We went to Jackson after for some good ol' fashioned shooting and we all did pretty well - three bullseyes for me, one for Albert, and a whole bunch for Calvin. Oh boy, do I LOOOVE shooting! I used a Beretta PX4 Storm, and I really liked the way it felt in my hand. I'm sure I will own one someday.





When I got back to the city, I had dinner with Julian at Thai Stick. I'm not a fan of hot pot, at all, but that Thai dipping sauce they have is simply irresistible. We chatted for a long time over dinner about Julian's exciting future. He's moving soon and his life is basically going into warp speed. I too need to jump-start my life!

We went to Bi-Rite for dessert, and their malt vanilla peanut brittle ice cream is TO DIE FOR. The line was pretty ridiculous for 9:30 on a Monday night, but I can totally understand why.

When I got home, I watched half of Book of Eli with Dom and Bryant. I think we're going to finish tomorrow, the movie isn't that great so far. I guess we'll see how it ends. Today was an exciting day, and a nice return to society after being cooped up at home for the past week. Hello world, I'm ready for you.

The Sweeping of the Sharks

So the Sharks got swept in the last round of the western conference... but a truly valiant effort was undeniably put forth. The last two games were pretty close and the Sharks were playing hard. Also, now I understand why people hate Nabokov - there were moments when I felt like he dropped the ball.

I enjoyed the season nonetheless. I have Alex to thank for introducing me to hockey, and even with a late start in the season I've managed to go to six games - three of which were playoff games against the Avs, Wings, and Blackhawks. I think I've done pretty well as a fan for my first season of hockey! And even though he lost some steam, I still love Heatley.

I hate that people are so quick to talk shit about the Sharks, as if they themselves could do better. I think the Sharks made it pretty far and just because they didn't make it all the way, doesn't mean that they "suck". And when a friend who hasn't seen a Sharks game EVER watches today's game and messages me immediately that the Sharks "suck" - that they played it all wrong, I think that's total bullshit. F* that, who is he to say?

I can't stand negativity.

Shattered Memories

I went to Prom on Friday night with Julian, and it made me reflect on how much has changed since our real senior prom in 2004. Both of us have grown over time in many ways - but I'm really happy that as much as we've been through, we can still be close and have a ball. At Prom, we took a big group picture, just like in high school! I saw lots of friends, old and new, and everyone was looking all snazzy. I don't hang out with anyone that I was close to in high school (except J), but I'm grateful for the friends I have now =) Like Alex, Corinna, Nick and Jon, and Joe - they were all there and I'd consider them among the closest people in my life. Was truly an awesome night, and I will definitely be at Prom next year.

I stayed home sick today from work, and I'm almost glad I wasn't feeling well because at least I was there for my mom. In the afternoon, my dad stopped by to talk to my mom, and an hour later we had a family meeting. We were sitting in the living room and it was a final goodbye sort of deal. He announced that he wasn't moving back in (officially) and that he would be taking the rest of his belongings. My mom took the keys back and she sat glaring at him with hatred and defeat in her eyes. While my brother and I both knew this was coming, I don't think we considered that he would one day be completely gone. I spent the rest of the day and night with my mom, helping her clean the house and watching movies with her. I worry.

Growing up, I always felt like I had the perfect nuclear family. Although our parents did fight from time to time, my brother and I were never involved and overall we made up a loving and functional family. As I grew up, I got into trouble and my dad had always sided with me even when I was wrong - while my mom didn't. I felt a much stronger bond with my dad up until two years ago when things went awry. Now, seeing my mom go through the devastation of divorce is upsetting and she has my utmost sympathy. We've grown closer recently and I try to be there for her as much as I can.

But today, when my dad was giving us the farewell speech, I could see that he was hurting too. While fighting back tears, he packed up one of his bags with shaky hands and departed in an awkward silence - that's something I will never be prepared for. It's so painful to see your parents in weak moments, because you always look to them for comfort, support, and stability. Even as I am approaching my 24th birthday, I still find it hard to stomach that my parents are not perfect, and they hurt too. I hope that everyone will be okay. I can't describe the way that I feel, other than that there's a gaping emptiness inside of me. And while I've always believed that things happen for a reason, I hope to God that I will never experience a divorce of my own.

The B's: Baseball & Bo

Today I went to my first Giants game! Against SD, we lost by 1.

Baseball is ... different. Not fast-paced, at all. In fact it's rather slow and uneventful most times. Totally different from hockey. Perhaps it isn't my cup of tea? I was also feeling pretty shitty after work, so maybe that dampened my mood. I learned a lot though, about the game and the rules and such! And well, I'm glad I FINALLY experienced a Giants game! "*GASP* You've NEVER been to a Giants game?" - never have to hear that again.

And I want to take a moment and wish BO a very happy birthday! Without him I might never have known how great lower level Sharks seats are, or gone to my first GIANTS game! I might not even have ever discovered golf? Or live streaming for sports? Bo is so super cool, and he's also my tax agent (indicative of trust). He's cooler than Priscilla, and he's such an awesome friend. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BO! SHOUTOUTSHOUTOUTSHOUTOUT~~~

Just One of Them Weeks

After an amazing weekend, this week has been hell. One of my managers AND my co-worker are both off this week, and I've been swamped. It JUST so happens that we're really busy when we're shorthanded. AND to top it all off, tomorrow will definitely be a shitshow with the scavenger ride coming through the shop adding to normal Saturday chaos. Dealing with one asshole after another, and trying to keep up with everything - I'm so exhausted.

The Sharks lost Thursday (therefore missing their history-making opportunity to SWEEP), the stock market is doing ridiculous things, and I'm so stressed out I didn't even go to HH. I also picked up some pants after work one day at Nordstrom, because I'm not fitting my jeans anymore. The only thing I'm looking forward to is the Sharks game tomorrow evening, and if they don't win this one I don't even know what I'll do.

I'm grumpy, fat, overworked, and underpaid. F. Chocolate makes things better, but ultimately makes things worse. If I wasn't so tired, I'd work out... endless cycle of shittiness.

Princess Diaries

Thursday was the Sharks semi-finals against the Red Wings. We totally won! After the game I played Trivial Pursuit on 360 with my mom... and I was winning BY FAR for the first hour and a half but she beat me in ten minutes. HOW DOES THAT HAPPEN??

On Friday night I went to the gym with J. YES, I made it back to the gym finally! I had a decent workout, and I tried the collapsing-stair Stairmaster. Goodness, that thing is dangerous. Afterward we ate Kabuto and then I called it a night!

Saturday was chaos at work. But B brought Little Lucca's and ate lunch with me! Later I took a nap before heading out with Alex and Kevin. We met Bui and Brian and ate at Tommy's Joynt. Mmm corned beef... my fave! We dropped by Mayes a bit then turned in for the night. Such a TAME weekend. Alex and Kevin kept opening the car door for me and calling me princess and madame.. I'm not sure why the special treatment but WOOOOt!

Today I went to the Sharks game with Alan, and finally got to take my picture with the mini Shark blimp! We won, so now we're 2-0 with Detroit, and have a decent chance! After the game we walked around downtown, then got Pinkberry at Santana Row. The pomegranate frozen yogurt was to DIE for. We hung out at Borders and then visited with Bo before heading back to the city.

Alan opens doors for me too. Best believe - chivalry is not dead.